can't breathe

can't breathe

                                                                                          eternal strangulation                                                    choking

                         left alone                                                                                  inching towards certain end

                           twitching in a crude fashion         

                                                                   liminal wrath upon me                                                              left alone

                                                                                                                                                                           just like how it was before

                                          hate me                           guilt concentrated in my throat                                               can't speak                                                                                                

                               hit me                                                                                  can't scream

                       swing me                      let me leave                                                               let me die

               wake me up                                                        I knew what I had in store,              judgement be upon me

            free me                                                                   but I didn't get my end.

                                                                                                        Stuck in this cycle,

                                                                                                           for what?                   deadbeat                caress my soul

                            Why punish me,                                                                                     liar                         hold me still

                    by caging me in my damnation?                                                                   faker                       easy

                             Why not hell?                                                                                      waster

                                                                          Now, you are timeless!

                                                                                                                       This tree has become, an altar of disgrace.